(... He shouldn't. He has to. He has to. He has to. He has to. Please. Please, Phil. No one can do it alone. ... But her?
Any way that will get him to do it, even hiding his face like this--do it. At the very least, it will be one more scared and disappointed face to think about whenever he finds himself on the verge.)
He takes a breath.
"I've... told you about the loop, right? The... the things I did to myself."
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"The problem is that it's so easy for me now. And I can't stop feeling like he's under my skin, or he's in me, and I need to, to dig out what he left inside of me or undo it with the revival reset or kill him or all of those, so, so there's--I see opportunities everywhere. Everywhere. I've had to keep my talons blunt for months now, but this, it's--exhausting."
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Any way that will get him to do it, even hiding his face like this--do it. At the very least, it will be one more scared and disappointed face to think about whenever he finds himself on the verge.)
He takes a breath.
"I've... told you about the loop, right? The... the things I did to myself."
...
"The problem is that it's so easy for me now. And I can't stop feeling like he's under my skin, or he's in me, and I need to, to dig out what he left inside of me or undo it with the revival reset or kill him or all of those, so, so there's--I see opportunities everywhere. Everywhere. I've had to keep my talons blunt for months now, but this, it's--exhausting."